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© II.
somehow, she always survives
you're just a young girl, but grief doesn't care. it takes over your life with little warning ( just the accompaniment of screeching tires ). it's a selfish friend. it won't settle for second best. so, it teams up with death until it's all you have left.

stefan4president:

Stelena meme: nine scenes - [1/9]

Elena, I can’t. Yes, you can. Don’t hide from me.

asceticvalor:

Dᴇᴀʀ Eʟᴇɴᴀ,


              Wɪᴛʜ ᴀɴ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴɪᴛʏ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sɪᴅᴇ, I ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ I’ᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs. Bᴜᴛ, sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪᴛ ғɪɴᴅ ɪᴛs ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ …  ɪᴛ’s sᴀғᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs Fᴀᴛᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ɪᴛs ᴍɪɴᴅ.

              I’ᴅ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ sᴇᴠᴇʀᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀs ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs I’ᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ғᴏʀ ɢʀᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ. Uɴᴛɪʟ I ᴍᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Fʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏ, I ᴋɴᴇᴡ. Yᴏᴜ’ᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇsᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs. Yᴏᴜ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Yᴏᴜ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅɴᴇss. Yᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ’ᴅ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ. Yᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ɪɴ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ, I ᴇxɪsᴛᴇᴅ. I ᴇxɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ.

              I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛs. Aɴᴅ I ᴀsᴋ ғᴏʀ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇ. Tʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴs ᴅɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴ ᴏʙᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, Eʟᴇɴᴀ, ᴀɴᴅ I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ. I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I’ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ’ᴛ. Hᴀᴅ I ʙᴇᴇɴ ɢʀᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs I’ᴅ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ, I’ᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғɪxᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇ. I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴀʏs ᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ. Nᴏᴛ ɪɴ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ’s sᴇɴsᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ’s. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs.

              Fᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ’s ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ, I ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ.


Wɪᴛʜ ʜᴏᴘᴇs ᴏғ ᴍᴇᴇᴛɪɴɢ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ,

Sᴛᴇғᴀɴ                              

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            ❛ p l e a s e tell me that coffee is for me. ❜ 

the words falling from her lips were half teasing, half p l e a d i n g. it’s been a long night, and she’s longer overdue for another fix.

asceticvalor:

               his R H Y T H M sounds, quiet, like an early spring’s breeze; breath, calm & SURE { between two points } ; for he’s going is where his heart has always B E E N. & if his hands could ( speak ), their touch would have sung with the M E M O R Y of her skin. for V E R S E S would be written in a mere moment’s time – as they’d walk along the lines of her frame [ HOLDING ] her in place, with seconds E N T W I N E D.

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               ❛ — you’ve been out here for a while … you A L R I G H T ?

the warm breeze dances with her hair, obstructing her view as doe orbs peer out at the lake in front of her. while those long legs blissfully dangle over the edge of the pier, the girl enjoys the warmth of the sun’s rays. elena hasn’t been back since the night she lost her parents, but coming back wasn’t as depressing as she thought it would be. she’s happy to be there, and happy to be there with stefan. after all, she owes her newfound happiness all to stefan.

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              ❛ — yeah, i’m fine … i’ve just been THINKING.

asceticvalor:

              it’s a H E L L I O N  H I S S; DEATH’S KISS; NEAR {{ M I S S. }} with hands spread thin, & knuckles, b o n e white, he’s reeling. feeling. sinking, deep – deeper still. his shoulders bow with the weight. [ ATLAS shifts ]. but tonight, he’s d i n e d with hades, himself. for the blood upon his lip is not of his own …

              though he wishes. he wishes it.

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         ❛ — … ❜

                                                                                           ( i ‘ m   s o   s o r r y . )

            doe orbs are wide with shock at the sight of the stranger before her. they had warned her that what she would find would give her nightmares, but she didn’t believe them. no, elena thought, stefan would never do that. she still wanted to believe he had it under CONTROL, even after the miss mystic falls fiasco. what a foolish little girl, thinking with such determination that she could tame the beast within the boy. no, the stranger before her wasn’t her stefan. her voice trembles and the fragile human stops dead in her tracks like a DEER stunned before the headlights, giving away her f e a r.

                ❛ — … I        it’s going to be o      okay, Stefan. Everything is going to be o      okay. ❜

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somebody that i used to know.

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             「♱」″ it was a J O K E. elena. i’m not going
                                                  to kill your new b o y f r i e n d. ‶

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                    ″ yeah, well, when the HOSPITAL is filling up with
                       your victims, i start becoming skeptical that you
                       won’t murder the next person that looks at you
                       f u n n y.‶

It’s 3:30 am and only insomniacs, night shifters, or people in the medical profession would be awake at this ungodly hour. This was all a glimpse of what her future would be like, answering to an on call emergency in the middle of the night. It’s all apart of her surgical residency, and she loves every minute of it. Plus, it doesn’t hurt that the doctor she’s under observation with is as good looking as he is intelligent. Sue her for noticing, and it’s not like it matters. It’s all strictly professional even if she is getting to know him with all these hours they share. Focus. Doe orbs glance up at him as she walks beside Stefan down the hallway.

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                    “ Brief me again on what we’re facing. ”