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© II.
somehow, she always survives
you're just a young girl, but grief doesn't care. it takes over your life with little warning ( just the accompaniment of screeching tires ). it's a selfish friend. it won't settle for second best. so, it teams up with death until it's all you have left.

asceticvalor:

Dᴇᴀʀ Eʟᴇɴᴀ,


              Wɪᴛʜ ᴀɴ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴɪᴛʏ ᴏɴ ᴍʏ sɪᴅᴇ, I ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴛʜᴏᴜɢʜᴛ I’ᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴡʀɪᴛᴇ ᴀ ʟᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴛʜɪs. Bᴜᴛ, sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ɪᴛ ғɪɴᴅ ɪᴛs ᴡᴀʏ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ …  ɪᴛ’s sᴀғᴇ ᴛᴏ sᴀʏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴇᴀɴs Fᴀᴛᴇ ᴄʜᴀɴɢᴇᴅ ɪᴛs ᴍɪɴᴅ.

              I’ᴅ ʟɪᴠᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴇᴇ sᴇᴠᴇʀᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs, ᴀɴᴅ ᴇᴀᴄʜ ᴏɴᴇ ᴡᴀs ғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴍᴏᴍᴇɴᴛs I’ᴅ ᴛᴀᴋᴇɴ ғᴏʀ ɢʀᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ. Uɴᴛɪʟ I ᴍᴇᴛ ʏᴏᴜ. Yᴏᴜ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜᴇᴍ ᴘʀᴇᴄɪᴏᴜs ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Fʀᴏᴍ ᴏᴜʀ ᴠᴇʀʏ ғɪʀsᴛ ᴅᴀʏ, I ᴋɴᴇᴡ. Yᴏᴜ’ᴅ ʙᴇ ᴛʜᴇ ʟɪɢʜᴛ ɪɴ ᴇᴠᴇɴ ᴍʏ ᴅᴀʀᴋᴇsᴛ ᴛɪᴍᴇs. Yᴏᴜ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ʙᴀᴄᴋ ғʀᴏᴍ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴅɢᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ. Yᴏᴜ ʙʀᴏᴜɢʜᴛ ᴍᴇ ᴡᴀʀᴍᴛʜ, ᴀɴᴅ ʟᴏᴠᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ ᴛʀᴜᴇ ᴋɪɴᴅɴᴇss. Yᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ɪᴛ’ᴅ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ, ᴛᴏ ғᴇᴇʟ ʜᴜᴍᴀɴ. Yᴏᴜ ʀᴇᴍɪɴᴅᴇᴅ ᴍᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ, ɪɴ ᴀ ᴡᴏʀʟᴅ ᴏғ ᴇᴛᴇʀɴᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ, I ᴇxɪsᴛᴇᴅ. I ᴇxɪsᴛᴇᴅ ᴡɪᴛʜ ʏᴏᴜ.

              I ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʀᴇɢʀᴇᴛs. Aɴᴅ I ᴀsᴋ ғᴏʀ ғᴏʀɢɪᴠᴇɴᴇss ᴡɪᴛʜ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇ. Tʜᴇ ʙᴇsᴛ ᴏғ ɪɴᴛᴇɴᴛɪᴏɴs ᴅɪᴅɴ’ᴛ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴍᴇ ғʀᴏᴍ ʟᴏsɪɴɢ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴛʜᴇ ᴡᴀʏ. Yᴏᴜ ᴡᴇʀᴇ ɴᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴀɴ ᴏʙᴊᴇᴄᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇ, Eʟᴇɴᴀ, ᴀɴᴅ I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴇᴠᴇʀ ᴍᴀᴋɪɴɢ ʏᴏᴜ ғᴇᴇʟ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴀʏ. I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I’ᴠᴇ ᴅᴏɴᴇ, ᴀɴᴅ I’ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ ғᴏʀ ᴡʜᴀᴛ I ʜᴀᴠᴇɴ’ᴛ. Hᴀᴅ I ʙᴇᴇɴ ɢʀᴀɴᴛᴇᴅ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴛɪᴍᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴍᴇɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘʀᴏᴍɪsᴇs I’ᴅ ʙʀᴏᴋᴇɴ, I’ᴅ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ғɪxᴇᴅ ᴇᴠᴇʀʏ ᴏɴᴇ. I ʜᴏᴘᴇ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴀʏs ᴀʟʟᴏᴡ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ғᴏʀɢᴇᴛ ᴍᴇ. Nᴏᴛ ɪɴ ᴍᴇᴍᴏʀʏ’s sᴇɴsᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ᴘᴀɪɴ’s. Iғ ʏᴏᴜ ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴀɴʏᴛʜɪɴɢ, ʜᴏʟᴅ ᴏɴᴛᴏ ᴛʜɪs.

              Fᴏʀ ᴀʟʟ ɪᴛ’s ᴡᴏʀᴛʜ, I ʟᴏᴠᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇɴᴅ.


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